To My Future Wife:
Show me all the things you’ve hidden from everyone else. I want to be special. I want to be something rare in your life: I want you to trust me.
Show me all the things you’ve hidden from everyone else. I want to be special. I want to be something rare in your life: I want you to trust me.
I really hope you love to travel, because I want to see the world with you. I would even love to just drive across the continent, living out of our car. As long as I get to see everything the world has to offer with you.
I feel such a draw toward you….such a connection. I can’t put my finger on it but it amazes me every day. I wish you were mine…..I wish I could bare my heart to you and tell you every single thing I love about you and how much I want to be with you. I hope she treats you the way you deserve because you deserve so much. You are amazingly, wonderfully you….you’ve captured my heart and made me feel things I didn’t know were possible. I find myself lost in daydreams of you. I try so hard to stay away from it because I know it only stears me farther down the road toward heartbreak. I would never try to come between the two of you, I just want to know you’re truly happy. I’m not saying I could make you happier than her but I would love a chance to try. Just a chance to explore these feelings with you…..maybe someday but I’m leaving it in the Lord’s hands. It’s hard, it’s SO hard, but His ways are good and I trust Him alone.
What is it that makes us settle?
We’ve all been there, I think. We’re in the midst of a relationship that seems beneath us. Maybe the person we’re with doesn’t treat us as well as they should. Maybe they don’t respect us. Maybe they talk down to us and make us feel as though we are less than we…
I wrote a song for you and I can’t wait to sing it to you.
Tonight, I had the chance to sleep with some random girl. I didn’t though. I got outta there. I got away because I want you to have all of me, not just some of me. It will be moments like this in which I can recall and say to you, “Don’t you know that I’ve loved you before I even knew you? I saved every bit of myself so that I could love you with every fiber of my being now.”
Let’s have days where we just don’t leave the bed; listening to beautiful music, reading lovely books, making wonderful love…let’s do that.
I’m a photographer.
I dream of the day we can go on a photography adventure, capturing stories of people all across the world and sharing them with all the people we know. Bringing hope to the world, that Love still exists. I’m waiting for my partner and teammate, my other half so we can both pursue life together as one. People will see our love for each other, and instantly see that something is different than other marriages, and question it. Then we can give the glory to God.
Those girls you envy, that are confident and beautiful? Those girls that have friends to laugh with and cry with? Those girls who have good men in their lives and a future they look forward to? Those girls who aren’t plagued by confusion, depression, and loneliness? Those girls who can have fun? In six years that will be you. And those years will go by fast. Take it one day at a time, and don’t try to become someone else. Become what you love, and a miracle will happen: You will become that girl.
Lauren Nicole Dubinsky

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I'm just a girl trying to take one day at a time, learning to listen to God's voice and follow His path. I have hopes and dreams but want to make sure they line up with what God has planned. I am here to be His hands and feet, to live for and serve my Lord and Savior - without Him I am nothing!!
I have a passion for music and photography. I also love to spend time with family and friends, read, swim, watch movies, travel....just the simple things in life! :) I ♥ those moments in life that make you feel something magical ... moments you know hold something special that you will probably never experience again and will never forget.